...wanted to stay on it didn't want to fall off it what a misfortunate accident did I need to think too much to know what I meant ever and thats why I crashed?

things just get too damn familiar after a while and the FUN gets lost in the whole experience.

it's all about..

what's wrong NOW?
what's gonna go wrong NOW?
why can't I get my **** together NOW?
why do I want to escape so bad NOW?

...can I get this suicidal thinking to leave me alone?

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the worst thing for a bipolar is to be stuck at one end for too long!

and some things just trigger it

rapid cycling is so much more gentle on the insane mind than random permanent gloom.

sometimes things just rock you...me...who?

WHAT!?