The person i fell in love with has decided that she don't want to be with me anymore. we now live apart. i made the mistake tonight of driving by her place and there was another guy there, sleeping with her. i am crushed. worse then lonely, i don't know what to do with my self now. i just want the pain to stop. i am shuting all emotion and fealings off for ever. to everyone. i will never let anyone into my emotions again. this is the 3rd time my emotiond have been screwed with. everyone is out