Hi Rose. I didn't want to face a bipolar diagnosis. I thought I was depressed and anxious as well. Now it seems I do have bipolar. I thought hypomania was some rage or delusions of grandeur. For me it's racing thoughts, OCD, and anxiety galore. I've learned there is no mold. Of course it's best to check with your doctor, but feel free to ask questions and explore this forum. All the best to you Rose. And welcome.