(((((((((((OneAndMany)))))))))))))
Wish I had some great advice for you. I just wanted to let you know that you are being heard.

I am not co conscious and it's a struggle for me sometimes with what goes on in my head.

With some conversations, the noise/voices/static/etc gets louder and louder and if I continue with that conversation, the next thing I know, I will be somewhere else. I'm not sure if that's what you are talking about though.

I'm sorry you are struggling right now. I hope things settle down for you and you are able to make some sense out of what's going on for you.

Everyone's experience is so different, even with the commonalities. I wish you peace while you heal.