I began fertility treatments this past month. I was pretty positive about the treatment. Today is day 31. Normally most people would be excited. I am cramping like i am going to start my period. If anything I am crazy sad. Because I know this isn't my month. I went to the doctor today (not for baby stuff) and when my doctor walked in the room...drumroll please...I got to find out that she is pregnant. Last night I was on facebook, and my exbf that I had before I met my husband...his wife had a baby last night. Then I scrolled down a little more...a 16 yr girl I had in cheerleading had a baby a few nights ago. It's like I can't escape it. I can't quit crying about it, and I can't quit being angry. People tell me to relax and that it will just happen. I can't relax. All I do is hope, wish, and the end result usually is me crying because once again it's a fail..no baby.