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Originally Posted by üheksateist
I thought I was all alone with these sort of issues... Thank You for making this thread.
I don't really want to discuss my actions, but I must say this sounds really true...:
I suppose, what's really bothering me is this sort of weird sense like my feelings/actions have been corrupted internally. Like I've cheated (myself) beforehand? I always doubt whether I actually want to be with someone (sexually) or is it just that I'm hypomanic (I tend to meet people when I'm in that state).
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It's always good to know that you're not alone.
I'm interested in the sort of internal corruption that you talk about. Do you mean that because you feel like you're acting out of character so that part of you must be flawed? Because it is unlike the rest of you and somehow challenges your values?