I go back and forth from feeling good and then a downer sometimes I don't know what to do to bring me back up, I want to lay in bed all day but push myself as I have people that depend on me. I drag myself all day long, but recently the doctor tried a new drug, Viibrid that really worked, I am also on several other medications and have tried every other kind there was or is. I've been hospitalised in and out since 1985. For three years I have been hospitalised free, since they also put me on clanozapam. I do have days when I feel i can't do anything but now not so much I hope this helps any, I'm no doctor, hopefully you could get back into this website, I just recently heard of it and I find solace just reading about others and replying and to see others really feel like I did or do just helps also.