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Jan 10, 2013, 09:27 PM
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A few nights ago I was talking to my mom about my dad, and she said something that…I don't know how to say it?…surprised? me.
She said,
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Your dad didn't want anything to do with you because you were flawed.
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She continued on and listed a few things. She said…
1.) I was diagnosed with epilepsy at the age of 2-3 (I forget which one). She said that was when my dad first started to distance himself from me because I was flawed.
2.) I couldn't talk and did speech therapy for 5 years from 2/3 to about 7. A second flaw.
3.) I was diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome when I was about 10, plus or minus a few years. She said that did it in for him and he couldn't accept me after that, if he could to begin with.
I wanted to ask why he couldn't accept me? I am aware that that might be unanswerable, but I wasn't sure how to share or think about this without there being a question - I think in questions.
P.S. A version of my history of abuse is here.
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