I've been at the same school since preschool. There are 300 kids K3-12th grade. I have a grand total of 20 people in my grade. I've never going to a different school, or even a different building.
And now I'm going to a new school. My grade will have about 75 kids in it. And it's about 5 separate buildings. The high school by itself has over 600 kids in it. I will be the new kid who randomly starts in the middle of the year.
I know when new kids come in you're either cool or completely rejected. So I'm super nervous. What if somebody finds out about my past? How do I keep it a secret? I'm trying to be a new person but its hard when the past is such a fresh wound.
I'm going to be in mostly freshman classes, but some sophomore classes too, and maybe one junior class. I don't really have friends there. And EVERY SINGLE RULE is soooooooo different at the new school. It is NOTHING like my old school. I'm so nervous.
I shadowed today and all I could talk about is "my school this..."... "my school that..."... And I was Sooo awkward!!! The kids are REALLY different too.

Plus I am leaving behind my 3 BESTEST FRIENDS in the whole universe. My heart is being ripped out by lions. I love them SOOOOOOO much and I don't even know if I get to say goodbye.

I need some happy advice...