Maybe you could try to find something else to do. Reading, writing, online games, even cleaning. Do you have any hobbies? Maybe if you did something else you could take your mind off of the constant pacing. It's just a suggestion.. I wish I knew what else would help. Maybe someone else has some better suggestions. I'm sorry things are rough for you right now. Don't give up on the meds, though. It takes awhile for some meds to start helping much. But it's worth the wait. I hope you feel better very soon.