I'm angry nearly all the time. I've broken so much stuff (and lied about how it got broken of course) and continued to self-harm well into my 20's (and still do actually) because there is no other way to let the anger out. No one understands my feelings other than they're stupid.
The fact that I can't even express how I feel without being made fun of or having those feelings belittled, makes me even angrier.
The fact that I can't even be myself around ANYONE pisses me off like nothing else. I hate people. I wish murder weren't a crime.
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