I dont know what to do. Ive been on this med now for a couple weeks. Im getting worse in my attitude yet can address situations with a clear head. I feel horrible though. Im noticing frustration alot and yesterday was so speedy. I havnt been on the site here lately because of it all. I decided to visit today because i dont know how to manage whats going on or if its normal. Im approaching the date of my husbands death and thats been weighing my mind alot. Ive got alot of financle troubles and my car is now broke and im just totally stressed out. I also think i may be pregnant and have no doctor ..a general doctor to turn to. I dont know now if its the meds or my hormones or whats causing me to feel this way but im lost and confused and emotionally mixed up. I think and feel somethings worng and dont know what to do. I feel even my demeanor in writing has changed. Where do i go from here? Sorry everyone..i really just needed a place to vent and lose it for a moment. I feel lost!
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 Current-Diagnosed-
Bipolar1 W/physcotic features,OCD,PTSD,Anxiety disorder,and Agoraphobia,Current meds-neurontin 600mg3x a day, pristique 50mg 1 every other day.
 meds tried-zoloft,abilify,seroquel,depakote,lithium,trilafol,tegretol,buspar,visteral,remeron,geodon,perphenazine,lamictal,risperdal,cogentin for sideaffects but made gums change color
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