I feel like my performance is inconsistent. Working in retail can be hard on anyone... Working long hours, dealing with the ungrateful public, inconsistent schedules makes it impossible to have a routine. I have weeks where I work 50+ hours, sometimes 6 days... Sometimes I have only 5 or 6 hours inbetwwen a shift. It most definitely effects my mood, which effects my work performance. Though when I'm hypomanic I am an extremely efficient worker and amazing manager... But when I'm depressed I am unproductive, and barely talk to customers... When I'm mixed I'm an okay worker... It just all depends.
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Diagnosis: Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Rapid Cycling Bipolar 2 with mixed episodes.
10mgs Prozac
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