One more thing since I ended up venting my own dislikes, I can't stand that everyone can read me because I just can't hide what I think, it shows in my face! Also along with cluttered thoughts, I can't stand to turn on the light and forget to turn it off to have to get back up and do so, I'm so forgetful of stuff in the now! I know it could sound like I'm *****ing about simple stuff and I know there are ppl with real problems and stuff. I'm not really complaining, just venting it out. Sharing it!