I tend to wear fake nails and more fake tan when an episode is coming on.

But in general I don't do or wear that stuff I'm more a skinny jean and converse kind of girl. In fact hate false nails myself. And fake stuff.

Maybe it's cos I'm having an episode of hate towards myself I do it. But my mind sets change to actually wanting that stuff.

But I've seen the pattern a few times now. And I know what self damage follows.
So glad not to be in that place right now. Still struggling but not in the darkest places.

I will never wear fake stuff again. As I know what follows!!