I overthink everything too, and I found a man who loves me and doesn't think I'm crazy or a pain in the butt. My thoughts can feel very overwhelming at times. Lately I've searched out things that really interest me and keep me focused and distracted to immerse myself in. For me, it's math puzzles, word puzzles, and logic puzzles. It keeps my thoughts directed on constructive things and busy for hours. I wonder if you could find something that really interests your mind?? Something leisurely instead of something overwhelming. You are right that the insane people are the mad men out there shooting up malls, movie theatres, and schools. You are not insane. You just have a disorder like millions of others. Hell, every day people have them. Movie stars, bankers, teachers, etc. You may feel crazy, but you're not. You will find a guy who accepts and loves you for who you are as long as you accept you and love you for who you are.