Two friends at my support group expressed concern about me after I did an overdose & ended up in the ER. I made an appt. with my provider, then cancelled it, then made it again after they insisted. I think your BF is just trying to get you help. He cares. I don't want my husband to come to my appts. or have any info. (I haven't signed any release forms) about my condition. I understand that fear of revealing oneself, but you must reveal yourself to your doc to get proper treatment.--Suzy