Thank you all so very much for the replies. I have decided to make an appointment with plan parenthood for this thursday. I am feeling somewhat better today but worried about tomorrow. The new med i take is called prestiq. I only take it every other day. The day i take it (today) i feel somewhat better..then the following day when i dont i am emotionally eveywhere and not able to think right. I am able to react in a calm manner more than i ever was before but tend to have more screwed up thinking. Its kind of difficult to explain but i think it makes me super manic the days im not taking it. I also take neurontin which helps some but ive gotten used to the dosage amount so i cant say it makes me feel much better like it did when i began taking it. I see my pdoc on the 24th and hope he can explain to me whats going on. I really am glad for this site. I hope to be able to write more here soon and able to help others like i was..im just not in the right mind to do so at the moment. In some way i hope i am pegnant since my fiance and i had been trying for a long time and recently stopped because it was causing so much added stress but if im not im ok with that too. I am going to get a gdoc appt and figure out whats up. I think too it could be the meds causing me to miss my ...monthly...so far for ten days anyway. (sorry if theirs guys reading this lol)
i really just want to say thank you to all of you who replied. I never thought id hear a response back as i felt my post made no sense. I will update ya when i find anything out. Thanks for the hugs it made me smile and feel like someone out there really cares.