Earlier tonight three cops came banging on my door out of the blue. Asked me a lot of embarrassing questions concerning a conversation I'd had with someone online, (someone I will NEVER speak to again, trust me!) and a lot of very private questions about my thoughts and feelings and fantasies. Even my religion. Freaking cop asked me what religion I practiced! I just said, "my own."

It was terrifying and I was shaking all over. I was so scared they were going to seize me and force me to go IP.

I feel so violated right now, so betrayed, so very very unsafe.

Why can't people who don't understand me just walk away and leave me alone? why must they persecute me, invade my territory, break into my sanctuary and pollute it????

I feel so ......... unsafe .............. now.