Yea I want to find the great match and have all those things too. But didn't work out like that. So now u somehow accept that things are how they are, and where to go from here. You could start dating and meet people, it's never too late for that. There are so many online dating sites to help people. I really believe it's possible. When you break through this depression I think you'll have new ideas of how to make your life more the way you'd like it.