my councelor is usually really careful about what she says ... she knows what i'm dealing with and also knows how much i think i'm a little crazy... she doesn't want to push me into something that i'm not ready to deal with... i've been working on my history.. childhood sexual abuse... and have recently been discovered as a DID person... she wants me to become comfortable with myself before she pushes me further.... anyways, i know that these habits i have are usually used before cutting, but i've been biting myself since i was 3.... and I have only recently been hitting myself in the head recently.. tho there have been moments when i've wondered why it hurts to wash my hair.... hmmmm