Canders, of course it matters, because we all know how much you must be hurting right now to make you want to cut. But, you also can't beat yourself up if it happens.

it's ok to be self absorbed once in a while, so please don't feel bad because you're not feeling up to helping others right now. you've helped myself and others on many occasions.

you've gone 2 months, and that's definitely something to be proud of. i don't see that as throwing it away, i see that as an accomplishment.

be kind to yourself, canders. you're a wonderful person.