Okay, so, this isn't really a big deal, so I don't know why I'm crying, but it made me really upset.

So, awhile ago, my dad and I butt heads because I have a fridge all the way in the basement where I keep my soda, and I was keeping a big water bottle in the fridge upstairs. Well, he threw away my water bottle without asking because he was sick of it being in there. My mom was kind of upset about that too, because I needed it for work and he just threw it away without asking.

Well, he told me he was tired of me putting my things in the fridge since I had one in the basement and I said "the basement one is for my unopened sodas, because it's easier for me to come to the kitchen and get it from there, instead of going all the way to the basement and getting from there. So, we agreed I could keep one container of something in the fridge.

Well, I come down this morning, hoping to drink my soda which was in a can that I opened last night. I put it somewhere that it wouldn't spill. I start looking all over the fridge and I can't find it, so I ask my mom where it is and she said she doesn't know then my dad goes "Oh, you mean the one I threw away?" And I asked him why he did it, and he said "Because I told you no open cans in the fridge." NO. He never said that. Not at all. He was in a pissy mood and he said I couldn't keep anything like that in there now and he also claimed I had an open water bottle in the fridge too and he threw that away as well. It wasn't mine, so I don't know whose it was. Well, I got mad at him, because he just wasted one of my sodas, that I only get one box of every two weeks. It was completely full. I had only taken a sip from it last night.

Well, of course I got angry, so I told him "you just wasted your own money" and I said he told me I could keep something in the fridge then he got mad and started saying I had to keep things in the basement again, even though we agreed I could keep one thing upstairs.

What really, really, REALLY pisses me off about this, is that he lets my sisters keep open cups of soda in the fridge and never does he complain to them about it. So why can they keep something like that, that will spill just as easily, and I get yelled at? I feel like he's picking on me in specifically, so I'm still crying, because it really hurt my feelings that he's singling me out again. I don't know why, either. Today's starting off to be a really bad day...

And, on top of it all, I have kept open soda cans in the fridge for months now and never did he say anything about it. He would never touch them, until today. So obviously, he's in a bad mood and he's taking it out on me. So I don't see why I have to suffer, just because he's pissed about something else?

EDIT: That's it. I'm ready to move out. How do I make this happen? I'm turning 19 years old this year, and I was originally staying home to go to school. I don't care if I have to drop out of school or what. But I cannot take this anymore. All he ever does is make me feel like crap and I cannot handle it anymore. My mental health to me is more important than schooling and my cell phone. I love it so much, and I have to keep it for two years, but after that, I'll get rid of it if I have to. But I need to figure out how to get out of here now, or I'm not going to be able to handle it any longer.

I don't think I get paid enough to support myself, but I have to find a way to do something. My school doesn't offer living accomodations or I would stay there. I am not 100% mature enough to live on my own, but I do not care. I'll figure it out myself. Anything will be better than this.