bebop...

I do know what it's like to not want to mess with any of this anymore...to be done...to not see the point in trying anymore. You feel good for a while, and then feel like dirt (or worse).

You just can't give up...I hope that by the time I'm writing this that you've gone to get help...sometimes you just have to let go and let others worry about all this crap for a few days. And then, after a little while, you'll be reaady to carry on...and we'll be here to help you.

peace,
DJ