I don't know if I should do full disclosure at my next doctor visit. I have not told him about the many demons I have found occupying my head. What I mean by that is this:

I have learned meditation and practiced this for several years now. In meditation I am isolating various voices in my head. I have learned to listen to them talk to each other, and to "me", whoever that is in the mix of personalities.

These are not (I think) the voices of schizophrenia. But they do seem to have some independence. I can listen to them and am learning to talk back to them. I know they are in my head, but I don't know what they are thinking or what they might say. I can't read their "minds" but they do seem to have minds of their own.

I don't think writing any more about this will make it any more clear.

I am extremely hesitant to mention this to the doctor. I am afraid he will think I have gone psychotic in a way that is not really causing me any trouble, so I can't say that it is really psychotic.

Maybe someone here has something to say that might be helpful.

Thank you.