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Originally Posted by TheHighPriestess
I KNOW things will improve? That's a lie. This viscious cycle gets worse and worse with every round. Perhaps I could be so blinded by illusion but no. I feel nothing but wrongness and failure. I am a burden on everyone. I disappoint all those around me. I will fight this urge all night and go to the hospital in the morning regardless of what my hubby thinks. He's mad that I want to make him miss work. Ha!
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That's when I knew it was time to go check myself in. When I could see no positive end in sight and there was nothing I could do to help it.
But I got the help i needed and things have improved, even though that seemed completely impossible at the time
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