I understand where you are coming and I thank you for the advice but I have a lot of jealousy and I just don't do open relationships she's kinda Ike that but she has been through a lot these past few years in which she has told me and she has a lot of friends because she is scared to be alone and I can really see that inside her that great fear. But I think I'm gonna stay with her and hopefully things will get better. I know it sounds crazy but despite all these doubts and thoughts I feel like I can still trust her with my heart. Idk what it is but that's how I'm feeling so I'm gonna go with that feeling and if anything happens its another lesson learned.