Thank you. It's very hard and has been so lonely for so long. I know we both still love each other... but she's been hurt and I've felt alone so long... I hope and pray there is a spark there... something we can build on. I am so tired of waking up in an empty bed... I am so broken by never heating I lover you back. I just want to help her see how good we can be together. Man, I hurt inside so bad... I think I how much she may have been hurting.

I can't sleep barely at all anymore...I can hardly eat and I've lost sixteen pounds since Christmas...I feel killer I'm dying of a broken heart.