Christina, it matters because YOU matter. You've done a great job going two months, just take it minute by minute if you have to.
I know how you feel, I'm at about my 2 month point. Some days it is just so hard, and I want to so bad, but I know I "can't". I promised my T, and I'm so afraid of losing her.
Please take care of yourself and know you are not alone in this struggle.
HUGS
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"Don't say I'm out of touch with this rampant chaos-your reality I know well what lies beyond my secret refuge The nightmare I built my own world to escape." ♥evanescence♥
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