I got scared away from the one I tried to see. I think I would have got scared anyway but I'll try and say the things that could have been different. Firts he came to get me outside where I had been waiting on a bench and he walked so close to me down the hall to his office. I realy didn't like that. His office smelled like at the dentist and he was so doctor like and looked so authoritive. On the wall he had drawings that he said his patients had drawn. I would have hated if he had hung a picture I drew on the wall for everyone to see, so I didn't draw on the paper he gave me.

I would realy like it if we could have just talked on the bench I think, because we would be sitting next to each other so I wouldn't have to look at him all the time and he couldn't lean across the table like he did. And I wouldn't have felt so trapped like in that office because outside is everybodies space. Also if he would let me stand up and walk around when i wanted and not direct me to a chair.