T, I'm really done. I mean it this time. As I reflect on it, yesterday's session was just a stupid waste of my time, and yours too. In fact I'm a bit resentful that I paid you for it. I mean I enjoy talking with you and all, but there was no purpose to it yesterday. Rehashing old crap about my relationship with my mother, no new insights or anything, and I can't even say it was like opening an old wound because it wasn't, I meant it when I said I simply don't care anymore. Maybe that sounded callous to you, I don't know. But it's how I've chosen to deal with it. Because SHE isn't going to change, I have changed ME when it comes to my reactions to her.

Don't be surprised when I cancel for 1/27. Because I think I'm going to. I'm done, and you don't seem to want to LET me be done. Maybe you need to talk to your t about letting go of your clients? I say that with respect of course. Just because I'm annoyed at you right now doesn't mean that I don't still love you and hold a special place in my heart for you. You've helped me so incredibly much. But now it's time to let me go, t.