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im at my breaking point! i started cutting again and have to hide that from everyone but if i dont do it i think i would just freak out. im so close to another trip to the hospital but its just NOT possible
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You
are "freaking out" and you're
past your "breaking point"--that's why you've started cutting again.
You say another trip to the hospital's "just NOT possible," but it sounds as if it's coming--if not at a time of your choosing, then when all hell breaks loose & you crash.
Control the damage and call the shots yourself!! Go to the hospital. You won't be so bad going in ... and you'll get better (and home) faster.
You don't have to hit the wall to prove you did your best. Pulling up short proves you know where your limits are.
Roadie
