...yes I'm definitely stuggling with the human condition.

not everyone elses!....just mine

all the others look fine to me

thats the weirdest bit

makes me want to be like one of them

but my mind is deliberate and nonsensical... directed elsewhere and the absence of sense is utterly overwhelming and where is there something really high I can just launch my insane shape off?!

..."hang in there"...hehe...

now thats a curious thing to say to a suicidal

...it's ok... thanks Payne