MIL is supposed to move in with her brother. They were supposed to go on Saturday to put the deposit on an appartment, but since he got fired that didn't happen. One bedroom and studios are mroe than half her check. But she's talking like she could live on her own in one of those (yeah, right!) She wants to go, too. And he definately doesn't want to stay with us. And I want them both out! I love my mil but living with her is not easy. Plus her dog, who is like 100 lbs and if she was a human she'd be Kim Kardashian she's so spoiled. She's a big dog so when she eats it sounds like the crunching fills the whole house. And she whines to get her way, and if she doesn't get her way, she pees on the floor (this is a new behavior) and when she pees it's like a gallon of pee, not a trickle....

But, yeah, we're planning to put the first part of our deposit tomorrow on a place. The security check part, (the hard part to see if we qualify.) I keep imagining the apartment and using it like my "calm blue ocean" type of place. We're both excited to go and sad. My dad will sell the house and then die, so I'll have lost all my inheritance to his gold digging wife, right at the end... and we'll be totally without a safety net. BUT I will be free of that BS that my dad puts me through.... it's just not worth it.

Maybe knowing that failure is not an option will make me stronger.