Slump I don't plan on leaving. I need you guys.

Riot I think it is a control thing.

knowledge equals power. He says he doesn't want to contrlo me. He seems sincere when he says he never wants me to feel that way and it is not his intent. But I have a hard time believing him. He controls the money, the amount I can go places because he has control of the money, he controls what we watch on TV, what kind of music I can listen to, and he is so jealous that I'm gonna fall madly in love on the computer. I think he forgot I'm married..... to him. He is afraid my opinions will be swayed by others or that I will be encouraged to do the wrong things. He doesn't trust my decision making. It is certinly different from his decision making process. I think w/ my heart and he thinks the worst in everything except himself.