I got myself into an undefined relationship. We talked about how we're both not in a place where having a relationship is a good idea or even realistic. Then I started falling in love with him. I think he only saw me as a friend with benefits. I dont know. Everything was going smoothly until i started pmsing and my emotions got out of control and he couldn't handle it and I was barely capable of thinking straight, let alone communication with my partner properly. Then he broke up with me. I accidently initiated the break up and he took the opportunity right away. He claims that we're in emotionally different places at the moment. One day he was calling me a goddess and I was having the best sex of my life with the type of sexual partner I've never had and always wanted. The next day I'm not even supposed to contact him with a text. My heart is broken.