I don't know if this is the right forum... but here goes.

The past couple of nights I have had the most vivid nightmares about my abuse. The strange thing is that I dreamt of a room I have never seen before in the most intricate detail... I drew a picture of it to remember it. All the dreams happen in this room. My abuser is one I know, but I what happens in the dream did not happen in life. It has nothing to do with my abuse, and I did not forget my abuse and remembered it later. It's not that my mind blocked it out or anything.

What bothers me is that I dream in so much detail... the things that happen etc. It is awful things and I wake up throwing up or having a panick attack.

Why am I having these dreams that did not even happen in so much detail? I can remember the smell and taste of everything, the feeling etc. It really bothers me!