The fact that you are on this site means you know that whatever happened was wrong... so you are not supressing it, just hiding it. There is a difference. When you deny that it happened or try to justify it, then you must worry. You'll be fine Alf... you just need more time. When you are ready for it your mind will let you know and you will be able to talk about it. Don't force it.

But fuzzy is right... therapy is almost a must...