I have come close a couple of times, but I always stop myself. I'm aware it's not good but I refuse to let my therapist see that. I'd sooner walk out than fall apart in front of him. If I'm being honest with myself it's because I don't actually trust him.

I imagine he would react by either just sitting there, or possibly continuing to talk. He would not comfort me.

My therapist is a no-touch T.