I hope when I see you Thursday that I can tell you how bad I have been feeling and the maladaptive things I have been doing to cope. I hope I can stay present and not disassociate so much. I hope I can talk more about the abuse and how it is affecting me now. I hope I can tell you how very much I hate myself.
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Lauru-------------That's me, Bipolar and Watching TV
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
---Robert Frost
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