I can't understand not being able to hold down a job. I mean, I'd you can't do something in an office or that requires any responsibility or stress why not work low level retail or at a grocery store? It's damn near impossible to lose a job like that if you simply show up and half *** it. I know because I did that even while psychotic. Of course for me, not having even the most pathetic pay coming in had worse consequences than a disappointed spouse.

And trust me despite the *****ing that goes on in those places no one expects much even a daily shower from you and end of the day you can screw upasuch as possible and even your managers know it does not matter, it's retail.