Kristara; After reading your post, I feel like a big baby coz I, too, have been jacked around by the canadian health system since a careless surgeon screwed up my operation back in early dec. I was beginning to think they have been trying to kill me, but no, they just don't give a damn. I'm going back in for another operation, at their convenience, meanwhile, I'm sitting at home with a tube in me, which has started an internal infection...Yippeee!
I know, I know, who gives a crap? Compared to what you have gone through, I really do feel like my situation is minor. I wish you well

The only good thing about this is that I've stopped internalizing, and blaming coz it doesn't do me any good nor improve my situation.