Bluefish,
Im sorry your having these problems.. Due to Bipolar and a chronic pain condition I was just not able to hold a job of any kind... My husband could not, would not try to understand. It finally came done to my being suicidal ( again) and my T pulling my husband into the office and told him in no uncertain terms that I can not work at this point and XYZ. He told my husband to either be a man, a husband and emotionally support me in all this and realize that for now I will not be able to work and stop making me feel useless and worthless or that we need to just seperate and divorce... My husband broke down in tears when it finally sunk in. Things have been better but we still hit rough spots because of my illness's .. But things are much better.

Good luck ! here to listen anytime. feel free to pm me if you want **hugs**