thanks yea it's nice to know im not the only one they screw around with, i just feel sometimes if i were 50 instead of 25 theyd actually give me my meds the ones that work, the looks and attitude i get even when i walk into most of my docs offices is ridiculous they look at me like jeeezzz like shes in pain right shes in her prime years not to mention I've actually been told by a doc "YOU DONT LOOK SICK" wtf is that???? because i know how to dress decently and apply makeup that means I'm not sick??? who the hell thinks like that??? Just because I'm plagued with this pain doesn't mean i have to come in wearing a baggy shirt n sweat pants! I just hate this life, i didn't ask for any of this all i wanna be able to do is go to a trade school like cosmetology so i can support myself thats a long way from the Duke Univ. Scholarship I had pre-accident, I think as any human i deserve to at least be a lower-middle class citizen whos not laying in bed sobbing half my life aarrrggggggg....