when i think of me
I don't think good
I know i'm not the way that I should

I was always that boy
that repulsive little creep
and the cuts I have they really run deep

please don't tell me it's okay
unless you have lived life this way

cuz there's so much you don't understand
about having to be this man

what I am now
it's something good
but it's all pretend
it's not the way that it should

cuz underneath of it all
is that same boy