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Old Jan 15, 2013, 08:57 AM
Anonymous32896
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what can someone possibly say to that.

I know that I've been there
I exist there for prolonged periods too

when that desperation comes out in the form of repulsive energy. affecting everythign around you like a depression would, attaching it's own meaning onto everything.....

dude! it hurts but you have to let it be better.

this bad place is predictable and you know what to expect.
but going away from it, and I know it's not by choice, is very hurtful and scary.

it is for me.

it leaves me so vulnerable.

but that is how we get truly strong.

I often feel that I am a repulsive waste and I remember growing up knowing that I was different and that I would never ever fit in. that something was wrong with me an that i was defective from the others and that I should just be dead. it made sense back then and it makes sense today if I let it.

mabyee I am borderline as well.... but to scared to let pdoc go there. who knows, all I know is that I get it.
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