that's cuz I see things only through my eyes.
there are possibilities out there that I have never dreamed of.
like the inpatient thing....
could that really be for me?
could I take all that I have built up inside,
the things that are killing me...
and take them there....

would they be examined..
sorted through....
put at ease and discriminated against?

or is it just a room that people sit in....
keeping them safe from themselves?

is there ever any kind of help that will examine what is wrong...
when nothing is right.....
or is that just talk therapy.....
that is only somewhat useful to me....
just so I can hear it out loud....