(((Maricela))),

Well, none of us are professionals here, so we cant give you a diagnosis really,

However, what stands out to me is that you have had a history of abuse and a recent trama. So the symptoms you are sharing here could very well be that you are dealing with "Post tramatic Stress" and it is really "important" that you get help for that.

With post tramatic stress, there are these mood changes and anger and even suicidal thoughts can come and go and a slow withdrawl from being social too. So it is very "important" you get "help". When you ask for "help" you need to make sure you talk about what you have discussed here so that your "symptoms" don't get mistaken for some of the things suggested here. You don't need to get "misdiagnosed", you need help in processing this recent trama because you are not doing it right at all, and it is important you get the right help right away.

I have had that happen to me after a trama too, and I got worse and once I got help, I was relieved to know why I was struggling and that it wasn't "my fault".

Please get help and let us know how you make out.

(((Hugs)))
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