(((((((((((((((((Tanya))))))))))))))))

I'm sorry I wasn't in here earlier when you really needed someone. We do care.

If I were you, I'd ask your new T if a person can block out one part of abuse. Maybe you dissociated? And now you are able to remember? If that isn't it, I really don't know enough to guess what is going on.

As for the emotional suicide, I haven't heard about that. I do know what it is like to be numb emotionally (completely), but I attribute that to my subconscious knowing that I couldn't handle the amount and intensity of the emotion if I were able to feel it. A kind of self-protective mechanism.

I'm really sorry that you are going through these things.



Elizabeth