I run away from the idea of being vulnerable. I would prolly start cutting feriously if I did that. but I'm not cutting now. hmmmm....

I can mask and cover up almost all of my symptoms.....

would it really be wise to try and heal and not cover them up?

i'm confused now. what should I do? I am Dan! I can do anything... almost lol.

maybe I'm just scared to find out what would really be there if I was to stop these coping skills.....

a coward? me? ha! but it sure sounds that way.